when my fucking tears comes out !

i guess today is not my happy nor lucky day
semua layan me like a trash . . .
throw your mad and bad words on me . .
i just need people that i loves back !

look ! i understand in your all situation
but why don't ya' all try to understand me ??
even sikit ??
i just need your lovesssss even sikit ~~~
and it's enough for me . . ,

sometimes i did silly things,
and it might be hurting you
or whatever lah
i did FOR NOTHING
it's just for fun~
and you take it SERIOUSLY
i'm sorry

i don't want any misunderstood,
and i dn't want it's end of you and me neither . . .
i need you

i dnt want to waste my tears just for all of these . .
if you dnt need me just say it~
i wont bother you all
soo please ~
be honest might be help me . .

just let you all know
I'M TOO WEAK TO HANDLE THIS !
NOT STRONG AS YOU THINK !
BUT
I WON'T GIVING UP !